edit: well i got off the bike and just looked at the old guy. he kept saying "im sorry, im sorry.."
seemed minor. i was speechless.

i wasn't in a mood to make any scene. a lot was going on for me. there was death in my so immediate family. watched the old guy took his last breath. felt like im in heaven or something.

really. on the other side of it, im pissed. just a little.

im confused/lost i guess.